The Battle

Feeling this urge
Having this battle within
Craving to say yes
Knowing I can’t
Have to say no
For myself

The war within
Going back and forth
Devil on one side
Angel on the other
My mind and heart agree
But my body is rebelling
It wants what it wants
My heart knows the truth
It’ll lead to heartbreak

My will
My drive
Doesn’t seem as strong today
But I know the deal
Can’t give in
Can’t test those waters
Waters I know I’d drown in
Wake up with heartbreak

I’ll fight it
Or try to
For now
Who knows what will happen
But for today
I won’t say yes

Quiet Storm ⚡ April 2020 #Day2