A bad habit. At least that’s what I consider them. Sometimes it works in my favor. Other times, not so much. Some of these bad habits I’ve been working on for years. I don’t know if it’ll ever change, but I’m still working on them. They are: my facial expression and procrastination. Just writing that had me shaking my head. I mean I procrastinated all day with writing this.
My facial expression always says it all. Like the saying goes “I wear my heart on my sleeves.” If I’m mad at you, you’ll see it. Won’t have to say a word. If I’m disgusted with something, you’ll see it. However, on the flip side, if I’m happy, you’ll know. If I love you, you’ll see it.
I was told early in my career that I needed to work on that and that I’ve been working on. Needless to say, I’ve not accomplished much. Still, I’ve made a little progress in controlling my expressions. Just not when I’m angry. Sometimes I can now conceal hurt. I can even conceal an attraction.
Still, this is something I’m working on.
I’ve gotten better over the years, but it’s still there. One thing I can never seem to hide is when I’m not feeling good. No amount of training or practice has helped in the slightest bit. I’ll never be able to play poker, because, I don’t think I’ll have that much control. Still, I think I’ve gotten better over the years. Not great, but better for sure.
Procrastination…What can I say. This habit does more harm than good with me. Don’t say it, we should never procrastinate, I know. Just go and get it done.
However, as crazy as this may sound, some of my best work be at the last minute. Not always, but more often than not. While in saying that, I still try hard not to procrastinate when I’m handling specific tasks like work or business. If I’m not interested in whatever I need to do, chances are 100% that I’ll find every reason to do it later.
There have been times when I was glad I waited to do something or go somewhere. Some of it I’d like to thank my gut instincts for. Other times were just pure luck. This is something I’ve been working on for a few years too. Although I’ve been working on this for a bit too, I haven’t made any progress with this. Maybe, one day something will click and I won’t procrastinate anymore. One can hope, right?
What’s a bad habit that you haven’t been able to break?