Today is just one of those days. I feel the need to talk, to write, but don’t really know where to begin. I must confess, today wasn’t a bad day at all, just a very busy day. I feel like I did a lot, but not enough. Maybe I’m just being extra hard on myself. I don’t know. There’s a specific direction I’m trying to take my life and I’m already starting to feel a slight setback. I hate that feeling and I need to learn to work through that. Yep, easier said than done, I know. And still I hate it. I don’t like to sound cocky, conceited or any of that stuff because I’m actually pretty humble. However, I am confident in the skills I have. I may not be perfect, but I’m pretty good. Sure, there are things I’m trying improve with (i.e. Advertising, Marketing). What I’m good at, I’m good at it and still continuing to improve those skills.
So I sit here watching the football game wondering how to be more outspoken, how to really step out on faith. I have the support of family and friends, but the question is HOW. Seems like when I take a step forward, I take 10 backwards. I refuse to give up. I know there is a way. I just recently relocated back to my home town and the sense of being balanced again is so fantastic. I’m excited about the projects I have coming up. The new clients I have I’m totally excited to work with. So now I just have to figure out how to push the envelope and make things happen.
Thanks for the listening ear!!